Mungkin ini bakal jadi post pertama gue yang pake bahasa Indonesia. Karna bahasa Inggris ga bakal bisa describe semua yang pengen gue sampe-in. Kejadian yang sama, all over again. Padahal gue berharap yang kaya dulu gausah kejadian lagi. Naturally aja pisahnya, ga pas lagi kaya gini.
When you said those words, gue speechless. Kenapa speechless? karna ga pernah kebayang lo bakal ngomong kaya gtu, sore-sore, dan ga ada angin apa-apa. It becomes my biggest regret, asked you that question. I shouldn't have asked you that. I should just shut my mouth. I know I screwed. I know this time will come eventually.
It's been like 14 hours since we had that conversation. Gimana cara nya supaya bisa lupain lo kalo elo satu kelas sama gue?! Damn the destiny. It would been easier if you just dead in a car accident or something. At least I won't hate you. But how can I hate you when I love you? Banyak pertanyaan yang pengen gue sampein, dan banyak pertanyaan yang harus lo jawab. Our relationship should based on Truth. Tp banyak yg gue baru tau tentang lo setelah we... separate. Apa pernah lo kasih tau ke gue kalo gue yg pertama? Nope. That was a shocking moment back there. Dan satu yg gue nyesel. I asked you to go without a word. Tp itu lebih baik karna "thanks for everything mimimi" it doesn't work, you know. Tell me how am i suppose to forget 2 years and 5 months in an instant?
Yang paling nyesek adalah, elo orang yang bisa gue jadiin temen cerita. Walaupun respon lo selalu bego lemot, tp lo toh tetep dengerin. I'll miss that. Sayang ya cara kita dalam memuliakan Tuhan berbeda. Prinsip jg udah ga sama. It's okay, lebih baik sekarang kaya gini, daripada sakit nantinya.
Satu yg bakal gue kangenin, bukan satu lagi deng, semilyar hal yang bakal gue kangenin dari lo. Tau ga, gue ga berani liat contact lo di BBM gue. Gue ga berani buka gallery gue. Gue ga berani buka screen munches gue. Gue ga berani masuk kamar gue karna ada boneka dari lo disitu. Tell me how am I supposed to move on? Time will heal me.
Tau ga for a moment I was hoping you would PING!!! me. But it's just a daydream, eh? I miss calling you with stupid names, I miss fighting with you, I miss having a stupid conversation with you. I miss you... Why can't you stay a little longer?
When you said those words, gue speechless. Kenapa speechless? karna ga pernah kebayang lo bakal ngomong kaya gtu, sore-sore, dan ga ada angin apa-apa. It becomes my biggest regret, asked you that question. I shouldn't have asked you that. I should just shut my mouth. I know I screwed. I know this time will come eventually.
It's been like 14 hours since we had that conversation. Gimana cara nya supaya bisa lupain lo kalo elo satu kelas sama gue?! Damn the destiny. It would been easier if you just dead in a car accident or something. At least I won't hate you. But how can I hate you when I love you? Banyak pertanyaan yang pengen gue sampein, dan banyak pertanyaan yang harus lo jawab. Our relationship should based on Truth. Tp banyak yg gue baru tau tentang lo setelah we... separate. Apa pernah lo kasih tau ke gue kalo gue yg pertama? Nope. That was a shocking moment back there. Dan satu yg gue nyesel. I asked you to go without a word. Tp itu lebih baik karna "thanks for everything mimimi" it doesn't work, you know. Tell me how am i suppose to forget 2 years and 5 months in an instant?
Yang paling nyesek adalah, elo orang yang bisa gue jadiin temen cerita. Walaupun respon lo selalu bego lemot, tp lo toh tetep dengerin. I'll miss that. Sayang ya cara kita dalam memuliakan Tuhan berbeda. Prinsip jg udah ga sama. It's okay, lebih baik sekarang kaya gini, daripada sakit nantinya.
Satu yg bakal gue kangenin, bukan satu lagi deng, semilyar hal yang bakal gue kangenin dari lo. Tau ga, gue ga berani liat contact lo di BBM gue. Gue ga berani buka gallery gue. Gue ga berani buka screen munches gue. Gue ga berani masuk kamar gue karna ada boneka dari lo disitu. Tell me how am I supposed to move on? Time will heal me.
Tau ga for a moment I was hoping you would PING!!! me. But it's just a daydream, eh? I miss calling you with stupid names, I miss fighting with you, I miss having a stupid conversation with you. I miss you... Why can't you stay a little longer?
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