Brand New Me

I felt good today. I threw out some of my old stuff which I can't keep anymore, if you know what I mean... And, yeah, I'm ready for a new fresh start. I won't be that dumb kid who losing her way. No way in hell, I'm gonna show em how I rule my life muahahaha. Let the past stay behind, and go all the way forward!
If you think I mean or rude or whatever, you only hear half of the true story. So, don't judge. People won't understand what I'm going through. For the past few years, it's been a good journey. I will learn from my mistakes, and keep walking on the right track. It feels really good actually. It's like a whole new me. There are a lot of rude words that I would like to yell in front of a person's face, but let's just keep it inside hee-hee.
Oh, and also, I had a dream, and that dream leads me to make this decision. To keep moving forward. That dream was a nice last gift, thank you, and... Annyeong! :)

Cuteness Overload

Baby Deva

Shout out!

I'm guilty...
I feel terrible for abandoning my blog. So, as a punishment, I'll post you the latest updates about my holiday. Yes, I already finished my national exam (woo-hoo!) and now I'm in the middle of holiday, but not really a holiday for me since I have to go to my Super Intensive course from Sunday-Friday. And Icha's house has now become my second house hee-hee.
So today, I took some pictures. And above photo is one of them. My hair has grew this long, and I have intention to cut it right after I get admitted on University.  I really hope I can go to Public University such as ITB and UGM. For you guys who will be taking entrance exam on June (just like me) I wish you guys tons of luck!

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Just simply tired...

Random! Sorry

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Picture says thousand words. That's true. And pictures can hurt pretty bad. All of this time I hypnotized myself not to feel lonely and sad. But sometimes my method could fail too. Well, we just have to stay strong, life is hard. Nobody said it was easy, rite?

pictures credit : weheartit.com

Words can't bring me down

Have you ever felt so upset and stressed out until your tears flow itself? Yes, I've been there. When everyone seems to have fun, you're the only one who left stressed out and frustrated. When everyone else took pictures happily, you're somewhere else, handled things to make sure they're having fun and satisfied. Have you ever felt so left out like nobody really care about how much hard work you do? And yes I've been there too.

Have you ever feel so betrayed by your trusted one? When your mind felt like fucked up, and they're not even by your side. When something inside you crying, but there they are, smiling happily laughing like nothing is wrong, and yes, you didn't get the credit for your hard work, instead, you got all the blame. Do you know that feeling? The feeling like you will be very happy if you're not there and stay at home, safe and sound. This kind of things make me realize, no, make me learned my lesson that I don't want to involve in this kind of thing anymore. I want to see how the others handled the situation that unplanned. When chaotic event occur.

I might be talked and yelled and rage out of nowhere, but at least I DID something. I solved something. Not just blabbering around telling others what to do and order them. SIGGGGGGGGHHH~

Some people will take this post as if I'm a selfish bitch who thought she's the one that responsible for everything and want some credit for it. I assure you, that's not it. I'm just... simply tired. And from now on, I'll turn off my active side, and I'll just sit and agree about everything. I won't take control or handle everything that has nothing to do with me. For once, I want to be selfish too. I don't want to care about the others. I don't want to give a damn about "what if they're unhappy?" "what if they think I'm a bad person?" "what if some people hate me?"... I don't give a fucking damn fuck. I am a free spirit. I'll do what I want to do. I don't care if some people hate me, who are they? Those thought will no longer haunt me. I'm a free and independent human being. P.S : God knew and saw how much effort I put in it, I know He saw me. So I don't have to be afraid of anything!

Crystal Clear

So, here are some photos from my Ciwidey and Bandung trip! Holiday is almost over. On Monday, I'll be back to my school routine. 4 months to go! I should do my best in school so I can pass the National Exam with a satisfying score.
I really enjoyed my holiday with my family. Although my sister can not joined us, but I heard she had so much fun too in Green Canyon, Pangandaran.
I'll try to give you a guide, travel guide, based on my experience. And based on my taste. If you guys find my guide isn't that good, well, everyone has their own preferences, right?

Kawah Putih

Entrance Fee

Car : Rp 150.000,00

1 Person : Rp  16.000,00 (Weekend & Holiday)

The view is beautiful like a painting. But I guess if you go there with just 2 people and you drive a car, it will be pretty expensive. So I suggest you to go there with at least 4 people, then the Rp 150.000,00 will be worth it. Tips : wear sweater or jacket, it can be pretty cold out there. If you have allergic or asthma, wear a mask, the sulfur's smell can be pretty strong. Bring a Camera! It's a must. There's nothing else you can do in here beside taking picture. It will be better if you go there at 8-9 o' clock. Not so crowded and the weather is also nice.

Situ Patenggang  

Entrance Fee

1 Person : Rp 7.000,00

The view is amazing from the far. For a moment I was like lost in my own thoughts, ah, is this heaven will look like? But as soon as I get closer, it is kinda dirty. I think it looks better if you just view it from the far. 

Bosscha Observatory and Bandung Institute of Technology

 

 Entrance Fee Bosscha

1 Person : Rp 7.500,00 (Holiday)

So, the best experience from this vacation was visited Bosscha! Yeaaaay! It reminds me so much of my childhood. There's a film "Petualangan Sherina" and Bosscha always reminds me of it. Such a great movie. And I got to witness when the cube is open. Ah, that was just amazing. If we go there on Saturday night, we could see through the telescope. It's so worth it! And then I also visited Bandung Institute of Technology, my dream university. And I already fell in love with the atmosphere in there. I must study hard and go there for my college! If you go to ITB, it's free, you just have to show your ID card.

Homemade Ice Cream

 Price list

Mocca, Chocolate, Vanilla, Frambozen : Rp 13.000,00 ( 2 Scoops)

Strawberry : Rp 20.000,000 (2 Scoops)

It tastes pretty good, but not so milky and not that thick. But I like it anyway. Who doesn't love ice cream?! We ordered Frambozen, Mocca and Chocolate. I love the frambozen one! Sweet, Sour, and Fresh.

Selasar Sunaryo

Drinks Price

Hot Chocolate : Rp 22.000,00

Italian Soda (Caramel) : Rp 26.000,00

It's actually an art gallery, but it is prohibited to take a picture inside the gallery. So we went for some drinks in the cafe area. The architecture is beautiful and artistic. The atmosphere is so relaxing so you can spend hours in here without noticing. I would love to go there to just simply read a book and order a hot chocolate. The hot chocolate's taste is good also! You should try it.